TO THE WOMAN I AM BECOMING!

 To The Woman I am Becoming!



Every day I grow in awe of you!

You are so poised that it is threatening.

I am undone by the shear thought of you.

You are so far above me.

It’s bittersweet.

You have so much on your plate, I wonder how you do it!

Where does your strength come from?

See, I can tell that I am changing, but this change is not pretty!

Seeing your ugly is never easy.

Confronting it is even harder, but I can sense myself getting softer and gracious after every hurdle.

Is this how I get to you?

Is every bone that is broken in me somehow a bone used to build who you are?

Does the warmness you emanate spring from a fire you walked through?

Does your gracious smile spring from a well of tears?

Is that life that I am in awe of spring from lonely decisions?

I want to know you!

Tell me, I’m I close?

Will I meet you?

How much time stands between you and I?

I can envision you so clearly but I can’t hear you.

I feel your aura. 

You’re outstanding!

You look full of life, crazy, I never thought I would say those words.

What makes you so hopeful?

What makes you glow like that?

Who really are you?

You’re beautiful.

Can I reach you?

I love you. 

I wanna be you!

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