TO THE WOMAN I AM BECOMING!
To The Woman I am Becoming! Every day I grow in awe of you! You are so poised that it is threatening. I am undone by the shear thought of you. You are so far above me. It’s bittersweet. You have so much on your plate, I wonder how you do it! Where does your strength come from? See, I can tell that I am changing, but this change is not pretty! Seeing your ugly is never easy. Confronting it is even harder, but I can sense myself getting softer and gracious after every hurdle. Is this how I get to you? Is every bone that is broken in me somehow a bone used to build who you are? Does the warmness you emanate spring from a fire you walked through? Does your gracious smile spring from a well of tears? Is that life that I am in awe of spring from lonely decisions? I want to know you! Tell me, I’m I close? Will I meet you? How much time stands between you and I? I can envision you so clearly but I can’t hear you. I feel your aura. You’re outstanding! You look full of life, crazy, I...